I have sooooo many cool dolls and toy and nick nacks to arrange
But arranging is a huuuuuuge OCD trigger for me
And can be really upsetting and scary and lead to panic attacks or desire to self harm because I didn’t do it ” right”
I used to arrange my beanie babies for hours and self harm for hours when I was a kid.
Just thinking about it makes me panicked.
I’m all out of xanax and I have no idea when my Dr will call in the script for more.
It’s really hard and scary.